it's been a while since i've pondered on deep stuff. of all the stuff i ponder about, i never bother with reality. because what is reality to me is not reality to you, and sometimes some people's perception of reality is so GAH it's pointless for me to look at two sides of it, because i always feel like i've found the absolute.
And because it's pointless, well, what's the point, really?
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"the church is a hospital for sinners, not a museum for saints"
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i have been blog stalking a girl who used to be my close friend in kindergarden. to be honest, i have no idea if she IS the girl from my kindy, but according to my parents who also know her parents, she was. if it's true, then her little sister shares the same habit as my little sister - they both used to cry after their afternoon naps for no apparent reason.
she is currently pursuing something i should have been pursuing, if i had taken the time to ponder on my choices post SPM and listened to the heart, and what it wants. but then again, so many people are pursuing what i want to be pursuing.
sometimes i do feel a pang of guilt for doing what i am doing now, simply because it is something that i NEED, and that it was within reach. i could do better. but i have faith that everything will be alright in the end. jeremiah 29:11. this scholar will keep scholaring.
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does anybody have a portable CD player i can borrow?
And because it's pointless, well, what's the point, really?
*
"the church is a hospital for sinners, not a museum for saints"
*
i have been blog stalking a girl who used to be my close friend in kindergarden. to be honest, i have no idea if she IS the girl from my kindy, but according to my parents who also know her parents, she was. if it's true, then her little sister shares the same habit as my little sister - they both used to cry after their afternoon naps for no apparent reason.
she is currently pursuing something i should have been pursuing, if i had taken the time to ponder on my choices post SPM and listened to the heart, and what it wants. but then again, so many people are pursuing what i want to be pursuing.
sometimes i do feel a pang of guilt for doing what i am doing now, simply because it is something that i NEED, and that it was within reach. i could do better. but i have faith that everything will be alright in the end. jeremiah 29:11. this scholar will keep scholaring.
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does anybody have a portable CD player i can borrow?
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