it's like hiding a puppy in a silk blanket

Next week, my college mates and I will be enrolling for our January semester's subjects. There are six subjects overall which I can take-Managerial Accounting, Intro to Psychology, College Composition II and many others-and I would love to take five and look at the amount of workload I'd be taking up. (Average number of subjects is four)



Anyhoo, by doing so, I'd be deffering my NS till graduation. (I cannot be exempted because I am not overweight and don't have asthma/heart disease/children) Do you know how sad it is? When everyone's doing their internship, or working, or getting married, I'll be the only one in some remote jungle with high school leavers learning about how to build the patriotism spirit. Sigh.


I really would not mind NS if I left school, but I'm ALREADY done with schooling, done with that phase of life and am already moving on to a new chapter-and being selected for this program is the last thing I'd ever want now.


See, when I graduate, I don't plan to go into the depths of a rainforest and live without Astro and the Internet for three months. I don't plan to come out after that three months, sitting at an interview with my future employers and informing them, "Oh, well, I spent three months after my graduation in some training center because the Government pulled me there," But I guess there's no point in grumbling. It's God's will, anyway.


Remember the conflict role play thing? I've decided to change the whole script out of the benefit for me and my group members' 20%. We've already started practicing but who cares, they don't see that the conflict isn't solid enough. I'll only help them with that 20%-the other 30% will be in their hands. Sigh.

Sometimes I feel like I'm playing with five puppets in my group. They move only when I tell them to, and I have to spell out their every move. Otherwise, they will sit and slump in their chairs, quiet as ROCKS and still as IDONTKNOW. Well. Except Wei Wei.

For the other subject, we're required to build a business from scratch! =D And I'm with non-free loaders! =D=D!!! And they LOVE FOOD!!! =D=D=D!!! Hope this one turns out well.